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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Thursday, May 22, 2008
dearest has officially graduated from TP.and i'll definitely miss him being in school,no doubts about that.i'll admit i suck because i didnt take pictures with him on his grad day.truth is,i'm not ready to meet his parents yet.haha. i got this message from him a few days back. "*inserts adib's number here* tried to call you to tell you he loves you so freaking much while you were not reachable.this service is brought to you free by singtel mobile." awww.the sweetest,simple things you do.and it made me smile like crazy. i'm fucking exhausted.two months please pass by quick! i can't wait for holidays to be here.i need a long long break to relax and rewind.sad thing is,he will be in camp by that time. two thumbs up for made of honour and what happens in vegas.very heartwarming and sweet.but i'd prefer the latter. okay,off to bed. goodnight. Thursday, May 15, 2008
i need solitude right now,away from everything. i decided that we needed a break,just for a week.then i came to realise i can't bare not contacting him for one whole day.weak?maybe.but this is the ego talking.from another perspective,it means that i can't live without him.not even for a day. however,i'm just so tired of tearing every single time there's an argument.it's emotionally draining.what happened to the first four months of pure bliss?yes,relationships has its ups and downs but i couldn't take it anymore after the recent argument.i thought it was the final straw before i decided on taking a hiatus. a friend once said to me "relationships last because both parties can tolerate each other's shortcomings." and it was because of this statement that made me come to my senses. whatever comes our way,we'll get through it together. i can get frustrated,disappointed,mad as hell at you but i will still love you.and that is all that matters. Monday, May 12, 2008
i'm disappointed and angry beyond words. and it's a wonder how come i still end up loving you so much despite all the times you've disappointed me. Sunday, May 11, 2008
work was alright except for the part when some minah had a problem with me just because i didn't entertain her boyfriend's joke. i could've bitchslapped her. but i guess there's no point in letting fucktards like these ruin your day,because they're just not worth it. on a brighter note,had a simple dinner at Bali Thai with dearest for our 11 months,nothing extravagant.the food taste nice but the portions are small.i expected it to be awesome actually,coming from a place like that.ambience was great though.got new shoes from schu since it's been a long time i got something for myself. happy, sweet 11 months dearest.there is nobody else i'd rather spend it with than you.and all the quarrels seem so worthwhile because we got through all of it and we're stronger than ever.i don't need to say the words,i know you know. (: Saturday, May 10, 2008
highlight of the day: took pictures with a group of japanese guys at work(some were being irritants because they kept asking for refills when we don't have any).i got a shock when they asked me to join in the picture,considering i had a huge zit on my nose.i thought they only wanted my help to take photos.one of them was giving me the thumbs up and was like "beautiful,beautiful !" haha.another was talking to me in japanese,for god's sake.like i'll even understand.and i was embarrassed because ALOT of people sitting down eating/queueing up were looking. well,that's a first.weird,but i guess it was a good experience. work's really draining me alot.all i want to do once i get home is sleep.and i realised i've been cranky eversince attachment started.then again you can't blame me for being like that after reading my entries about work.plus there's a report due in two weeks time.i'm too lazy to update my logbook daily,let alone squeeze my brain juices out for a report. a vacation would be the most perfect thing.but that'll only be in my dreams.suddenly i miss london so much. at least there's something to look forward to tomorrow.(: p/s: it's amazing how many times you've made me cry,yet i still love you,no less. Friday, May 02, 2008
the statement "customers are always right" is the most stupidest,crappiest thing ever. work was extremely shitty and exhausting today. i'm not trying to be a racist but honestly,there's this certain group of people(which i won't mention which race because some people reading this might get offended)who are rude and impatient most of the time,it gets to me.hell,we're humans too and we have feelings.if you can't fucking wait for the food,knowing that it's a PUBLIC HOLIDAY and it's darn crowded,then don't fucking come.don't bloody complain that you've been waiting so long because truth is,nobody freaking cares,especially me.everyone have to wait just as long as you do.i'm just trying to do my job the fastest i can.so what if you fuckers are well educated?you have no freaking manners at all whatsoever.and i almost lost my voice today because i've been sick for a couple of days already with a really bad throat.thinking about that bitch makes me so mad i could just scream.describing her as a female dog is actually an understatement because that title is too good for her. and some customers are just so indecisive.for god's sake,make up your bloody mind. ARGH. 3 more months of hell and i'm a free bird. |